Life is passing me by

I (25M) live in the middle of nowhere, no car, there are very few job opportunities around me, and I haven’t seen a person my age in almost a year. I talk to people on discord but that is brain-rotting when it is your only socialization.

I just started losing my hair. I’m watching my youth drain away and my happiness and future. Luckily my late grandfathers’ house is here, but it is literally structurally unstable and may collapse, I just dont know when. I went to college, but I can’t get a good enough paying job to justify it. I am drowning and will never be viable for a relationship.

It’s crazy how meaningless life is. Feels like it’s already over.