Me. 36f , m32. Weird times

Ok. So I dated this guy. Things were going well, we slept together twice in one night, he said he wanted to cum in me. A few days later, he came to my house, we showered together. He said "look at me" during sex and our eyes met. Thats when i fell in love. Things were going well. One night he called, literally in tears saying life was screwed up and he wasn't ready for a relationship. . Haven't heard from him in almost a year now but his friends/ family stalk my facebook page. ? Was i just a hookup or should I move on? Because everytime i try to move on, my heart says no.