Is it possible all those nights up made me tired for life ?

Hello :)

When I was a kid I experience a lot of violence (physical, psychological and sexual) from my father. And a lot of it happened at night so I had to stay up to be ready to runaway or I was kept awake by the abuse. And now it’s been a few years (I’m 24) since I’ve been sleepy all the time. I could sleep all day everyday. I’m just so exhausted. I guess the C PTSD and the mental illnesses are not helping, the healing journey is also exhausting. Does anyone experience the same thing ? I m starting to worry I won’t be able to live a somewhat normal life if I keep needing that much sleep

Thanks