Interactions with the divine

I meditate regularly twice a day, and after 4 years during one meditation session I had a kundalini awakening. Since then I always have Shakti pouring through me anytime I meditate. Due to this I have started having very vivid visions of the Goddess Kali. She changes faces and forms skin tone, it’s typically black or blue. None of these are scary, she comes with great love and and guidance. I consider her my focal point of worship now and she has radically changed my practice and my life. But the visions are so real that sometimes I wonder if they aren’t actually happening on some other plane. Has anyone else ever had an experience like this? I guess I’m just trying help my mind catch up with my heart. Intuitively this is the best thing that has ever happened. Mentally I still hold doubts in the back of my mind.