just some reassurance would be nice :]

i’m doing terrible. mentally and physically, and unfortunately i dont have any good parental or really family figures in general in my life. ive been drowning my feelings out with weed, and im just so lost and depressed. i was diagnosed with mdd (major depressive disorder) a few weeks ago, and even then, my mom doesn’t seem to treat me any better. on top of that, my bestfriend passed away, along with my cat recently, AND my mom and her boyfriend are always fighting- like aggressively. holes in the wall, ive had to call 911 twice, it just really sucks. i just feel like things will never get better for me, im 16 and my life already feels over. im losing horrible amounts of weight; within one week, ive lost 10 pounds and im at 78lbs now. i know it isnt good, i told my mom and she doesnt care. i just feel so lost, i feel like a loser, and the people on a different subreddit were so rude to me it kinda fucked over my whole mood even more. just a little reassurance and comfort would really help me feel bette, thank you🩷