290**** signing off for the third & final time 🥲 (in a grande cup)

honestly going back a third time to begin with probably wasn’t the smartest move long term but you live and you learn.

being a ssv, which i’ve been the majority of my 4.5 years here, can be very taxing and i’m someone who cares very very much about the work they do. i strongly value constructive criticism and am constantly looking to grow & change but with that being said, you can see how that’s already kinda a lot. basically, with where i am in life right now, and where the company is right now (and quite honestly the world 🙂), it was just all getting to be too much. i’m sure yall can relate.

it was difficult to go in and get my stuff, i cried lol. also im in this kinda weird position where im leaving silently cause ive been on an loa for mental health for some time now but not very many people at my store supported me or truly understood that. this was definitely an all over the place rant so if anyone did read through thanks for hearing me 😊 in the end it’s not how i would’ve liked to part with the siren (just all the circumstances being what they were) but what’s most important is myself and my mental.

ALSO also, im off to work the front desk at a luxury residential building in my city. i still get to interact with people on a daily basis, and ill have “regulars” who are coming and going from their homes so really just trading fast paced customer for a slower pace - im very excited.