i was nervous to post this

i feel like this is it, last straw. pretty much the only friend ive genuinely liked and talked to has stopped talking to me. we havent had arguments like ever but its more frequent now. and it stings even more because my other friends dont talk to me because of how awkward and boring i am, and i cant make any more friends because of the state im in right now (im severely anxious, pretty depressed and im super scared of talking to people).

what do i do? i feel like talking to him again wont get me anywhere or make me any happier because id just make every conversation feel like a chore. and i cant even tell if hes stopped talking to me or not, im probably overreacting but it feels like he doesnt wanna hang around me anymore