I need advice

So I’ve been talking to this one girl I really like for a couple months and planning to ask her out this summer. But I have a problem. I have these 2 sneaky links to help with my lust because I don’t see the girl I like for that. I’ve felt super guilty for doing online sex and stuff with them. But me and her aren’t dating yet is it ok or should I cut off my sneaky links. Please help me