Dragging myself through life
I have like no energy all the time. I choose in person classes so I can get used to it, but I’m never used to it. I love my professors and the content, but I’m constantly exhausted. I try to eat healthy, exercise, but I think I’m just constantly just wanting to lay down. I have some ambition but I have horrible work ethic. I have went to the doctor before to check if it’s anything physical that’s wrong with me. But they didn’t find anything, but years of depression and neurodivergence. I currently go to a community college and the classes are easy but I can’t help but feel like they’re a pain. I feel like im screwed when I transfer to a 4 year college, especially for the upper division classes. I’m so tired all the time and I can barely juggle school and anything else. Oof. I think the longest conversation I had with someone recently was with my professor during class. But besides that I don’t have many friends and they’re moving away soon. Eugh. I’m so tired.
Posted May 5, 2025, 12:41 AM UTC