I need help

I've finally come to the realization that I think or believe that I might need help. My 35th birthday is in July. And I've been just pondering alot about what I believe has now become a sex addiction.

I started seeing escorts in my late 20s as something to reward myself after a hard week at work. Also because I couldn't seem to find a girlfriend or not willing to ever really face rejection or pursue a woman enough.

I've blown through several hundreds sometimes thousands of dollars on having sex with beautiful escorts but I'm now questioning why am I not pursuing regular women instead of taking the easy way with escorts...I need help.

Due to my job as trucker, where do I seek or find help?