5-6 year relationship breakup ?

Wassup gentlemen….my spouse of 5 years just broke up with me kicked me out have 1 child of my own he lives in another state I have two step children 8 and 15 years old….i was told the reason is because I closed my self off financially and my lack of communication.. what should I do? My everyday routine is broken I’m now living day by day at differnt hotels running out of money. Creating more debt by borrowing from friends and family and now my job has suspended me for 3 days they have noticed a change in tardiness and absence… I’m trying to stay positive through out all this but I still sky for her power and water bill and give her a lil allowance from my paycheck like $200 alllowance power bill was $645 and water bill was $80 if I’m talking about numbers but I do miss her I want to go back but she has not said anything? HELP