I’m sorry for bothering you but I don’t know how not to.

In the upcoming days, our conversations will be short if any. I will be thinking about you all the time but our interactions will be limited. The days going to go by and the last time we touched, kissed, hugged, talked will become more distant.

I wish I loved you a little more, held you a little longer, hugged you a little tighter, kissed you a little stronger when I had the chance. 

My heart ache not because this is ending, but I know I will have to move from You. You were everything. You were supposed to be my fiancé and my partner in this life. You were my confident. You were the support I never knew I needed. You made living easy. You showed me how to love endlessly.

And for that I thank You.

The pain I feel now show me how much love I have for you. Eventually the pain will go away and I will not love you as much. But, I will be okay knowing you exist. I will be okay seeing you thrive. I will be okay if I never see you again. I will be okay with closing this chapter. 

Yet, losing You was never okay.