I had a dream after I came back from camping of watching mainstream Queer homoerotic sexual awakening adult films on the televison at a childhood friend house that I knew for a very long time and searching for themrespective uncut version on my amdroid 4 tablet at home then at the day of sunday I went to this site locations of buildings where people rent spcases for such activities and buinesse and then I went to this glass door where cult fanatics born hell again su day christians are priased and worship to relastionship to God and that's is where my childhood friend Zyra used to went too somewhere in 2010's and I had christian bags sunday friends there that I haven't seen for such a very long time now and miss me so much and want to invite to anniversary dinner with them and it toke a hours of private jeepney ride to get there on time with them partnership sponsor friends and the entire time I had no idea where them were excatly going to anyways because they haven't mention a single God damn word about where the bloody hell they were going to attend such another chirstian praised world activities at to, so I see people getting one drinks from the recycle plastic bottle of cola on the something thaks giving table and drink one so I drink one as well and before I drink the cola I said to myseft oh so I diodn't know that this was just a christian gathering party activities and after the events and I saw the pastor there is hamsone and tall and married and had children I guess and my friend there was dark haired younger looking somehwere in her 30's and look beatiful like look alike almost like women from one famous da vinci painting called mona lisa because she is always happy and smile and had a succesful married life with a man from another foreign country I guessed and I told her about how she looks while at the jeepney ride  and at the next day I got back from a prestigious private  religious school called advent saterdays something eevryone knows me cosely there like how people exactly know me in my alternate worldly universe and we were outside the school building campus and John was there while this little Girl who is somehow 10 years younger I forgot her name which I knew in real life and still forgotten her name anyways in my alternate dimension world and she ask if I had a crush on John while Johm wearing a school uniform was there and I was in 9 grade highschool and I wen defensive and denied in a way by saying my respond back to her can you please just don't ask me in such question like that to me anymore will you? in a aggressive angry slow calm self control temper tone in cold hostile and she was like why are you like turning me off like that? she said in a hurtful way of my words that speak actions lounder than words of my emotional states mood right now in front of her, in the other alternate dimension reality I never actually reciprocate still the same way my heart truly genuinely feels towards John...then I awoken up in the afternoon ater a long tired exhauasted camping activities days at seven days of hell activities....

The dream I had from last day of May 4th after the advent camping activities