I miss hurting girls

It’s been too long since I’ve been able to just abuse a little slut, before I moved I had a little whore that I used to beat. One day she begged me to not stop belting her until I was satisfied I could do whatever as long as I wanted as long as it hurt her, she was a pathetic little slut with some fun trauma from her dad beating her that I knew about. She confided in me just a few days before about how much progress she made in therapy in the last few months, saying she hadn’t really relived a moment with her dad in a few months. So when she was tied up for me, taking her belting I called her princess the same pet name he used to have for her. Watching that struggling little slut turn into a limp little dissociated mess, and taking her belting as she quietly sobbed. We permanently upped our sessions after that, and now I miss it. I was supposed to meet up with a little whore a few days ago to use her as a little pain toy but she bailed, now I need a new little whore to use online or in person