Day 6 and I just feel regret

I have pride of getting this far, but I constantly regret not buying it while I was out

Regret doesn't hit in the day, only the night

It's 3am and I can't sleep, because I just want to drink. But in the morning I'll be fine. Hapot and proud of myself for my sobriety. But tomorrow night ill hate myself again for not buying anything

Will that stop? A night where not drinking doesn't feel abnormal?