I kinda hate that I tried the Dark Brotherhood questline

It's at the top of the list for so many favorite Oblivion/Elder Scrolls questline lists so I thought "I really need to give it a chance and keep going"

I've gotten far enough in that I feel frickin horrible. Like I'm so sad. I did it in tandem with other questlines, so to go back to a time before I went into it would be reallyy far back. Which is fine I don't mind going back. But now I feel like a bad person having gone through it. It's just a game and people will downvote this but lol I genuinely feel bad. But that also makes this game amazing, that it could pull you into that kind of storyline.