BED has stripped me of myself

i feel like my BED has genuinely stripped my of my personality and everything i enjoy. i’m trying my hardest to recover and one of the top things is i can’t have anything in my house that will trigger a binge however i LOVEE baking but i have had to stop I don’t have anyone to give the food away to and i cant justify throwing out everything i make. i can’t watch movies because i associate that with snacking same with colouring.i go to the gym but that makes me more hungry and i end up bingeing again. don’t get me wrong i am eating full healthy meals but going to the gym makes me absolutely ravenous. i feel like a shell of the person i was before all of this.