old gatekeep merch

does anyone remember a dark green crewneck with “gatekeep rm” in white varsity letters. it was official merch from 2021-2022 and it was only on the website as far as i know. i regret not buying it so much and i cant find a picture or any proof of it existing ANYWHERE but i know it was on his official website. does ANYONE have this or remember it so i dont sound crazy😭😭😭