im so fucking done

everyone i know is fucking stupid they use me for free therapy i hate them all i fucking hate everyone i seriously fucking hate every single person ever. i know im just mad but holy fuck people have no fucking sense of anything and it pisses me off. not only rhat but my fucking boyfriend, bro. he posts about like his little crushes and it makes me feel ugly. he posts on his public instagram stories thirsting over lewd art and this is what is really making me upset right now.

i fucking havent relasped (sh) in like three months but i cant take it without doing it i need to fucking relapse theres no fucking other way i will feel better im in two therapy programs and they dont even help im so fucking done

everytime i type shit like this i feel sick to my sefl later on for saying i hate people cus some people in my life are genuinely fun to be around and are there for me but i just fucking hate wveryone rither way ill probably feel better in the morning but i dont fucking know.