I know what I have to do but I don’t know if I have the strength to do it

Yeah yeah I quoted Kyle Ren. It is May 4th!

Im well into the tapering process: I’m down to a half pill Hydroxie in the morning, a half in the afternoon and a half at night. Some days I’ll do 2 quarters and a half.

I’m down from 4 fulls a day.

I know I need to move on to two quarters during the day and half at night but mentally I’m really struggling to make that dip. The hurdle is real.

Withdrawals aren’t bad. My goal is to get down to just the night one and then quit. Nights were are the hardest with the RLS.

I’ve built up all the sups for a couple weeks. Physically I’m ready but me brains being a dick.