Was it just a dream

I want to tell you what happened. I wanted to let you know I was sick. It was a tornado brewing in my life far before you. You came in my life when it was completely dark. I had serious issues with my ex relationship. I had no reason to try to bring you into my life with everything being a mess. You didn’t deserve to be talked about my the other coworkers especially since we didn’t do anything. We didn’t exchange numbers, or cross any line. We were starting to be friendly. I didn’t expect it or plan it but there was never any plans because nothing happened. I got sick, mentally ill I was hospitalized for hearing audio hallucinations that was mimicking people voices in my head. Crazy. Yes I know. It took me getting fired to finally getting the help I needed. Regardless of me finally coming out of my mental slump with the right medication and therapy. I am finally able to see the big picture. I was fired unjustly, no one saw that I was clearly having a mental breakdown. I was struggling and no one saw the signs. I tried to reach out to you, because no one else would speak to me. I’ve tried. You screamed at me, drove off like a bat out of hell without letting me get a word in edgewise. I wanted to explain what happened. It doesn’t matter anymore. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’ll see you in another life.