Life

Just do chess for fun to stimulate my brain. I hope that the people who read this will find it interesting and fulfilling. I started chess from a young age and found a love for it. I played on and off but am finally getting back into it. It is one of the only games that takes true skill and no luck. I am currently hoping that I can go to college. I have c's b's and a's, but I really am a smart guy. I just never really found school to be my thing. I try my hardest I'm in AP class as honors but I'm just lazy. I find myself asking why I am so lazy and why is this my personality, and I found my answer most resonantly. It's because I hold no passion for what I learn about in school. I would love to find a job that is for me and to be paid at least 100k per year, but I truly don't know what I would be good at and what would pertain to me. I'm a talkative guy and people seem love me even with my young heart yet old soul. Old people love to talk to me because I'm mature beyond my years. I almost never journal like this but I really am stressed and I really want to make my parents proud. I always thought that this sort of thing was stupid as it solved no problems but now I realize that this sort of thing is not meant to solve problems but to help you find the problems you need to fix. I hope you find this message well and learn to work hard in school at all times, because school is everything. Ill keep you guys posted on what is happening after my school year (I am a junior currently in highschool). My grades are

AP Lang: 78.05% AP physics:70.79%

AP United States History: 79.91% Advanced Pre-calc:82.52% Accounting:77.8%

Gym:100.6% German:90.74%