Someone help me to understand what and what should i do?

Nag uusap kami ng BFF ko sa kwarto niya, eh na bring up namin yung topic na about sa position mo on, you know, like top or bot. Gusto niya raw ma experience yung pag bot, eh ako, 'di ko napigilan sarili ko at gumawa ako ng move sa kanya. After nun, okay naman kami nakapaglaro at nakapag-usap pa kami with friends. Na gawan ng joke at napagtawanan pa namin yung nangyari. Pero at the end of the day, bigla na lang ayaw niya makipagkita sakin to talk about yung nangyari sa amin. I'm trying to give him some space, pero pati ako nahihirapan, kasi I think we need to talk about it after all, it happened between us.