Almost convinced myself suicide isn’t selfish…..?

I’ve been overthinking a lot lately. And the more I think, the more I can justify bad ideas. It may not be a new question for some, but I just clued in so bear with me.

After reading multiple posts, I’ve noticed a trend among us. Staying alive for other people. So to those that say the tired cliche of suicide is selfish, what if it’s the other way around? Living for other people ain’t living. At least I know I’m not. May be out of context but Micky and Malory said some people are already walking around dead. They just need to be put out of their misery.

I’d rather be dead than make those around me miserable. Misery loves company, no, I don’t.