Does anyone else enjoy the feeling of never saying no to their top?

During my previous relationship my boyfriend was the dom top. I have always been curious to free use but every time I brought up things like that he’d think I was joking. (Hence the breakup).

However, when he would want sex I found myself unable to say no. In fact, I even enjoyed the feeling of powerlessness knowing it would happen. Honestly, the nights sometimes where I was honestly not in the mood and only saying yes to say yes, I found myself enjoying it the most because I didn’t have a say, and that’s really hot for me.

Would it be dumb to bring this idea up to a guy in the future? How would you react? I have had only bad experiences sharing my desires, fears and fantasies with people.