I fucked up big time

Let this be a warning for everyone. Don't be like me. After years of struggling with addiction stemming from Bi polar, OCD, and social anxiety i finally found a medication combination that worked. It took so much trial and error and pain trying all these different meds to find something that finally worked. I was clean during this time. Last month I started dabbling in kratom again as a reward for a great workout. Dumb af I know. Fast forward to me taking extracts and obscene amounts like I always do. I thought no big deal ill stop and the meds that finally worked will keep me feeling good. Boy was I so wrong. After abusing kratom again the meds I took so long to find didn't work anymore. I'm all the way back at square one. Somehow kratom made the meds I was on stop working. I really just hope I can save someone the pain I'm going through right now.