Why this happened?...

Hello,

I'm going through a rough patch at the moment. I'm in a state of overwhelm. This month I lost my laptop, it won't turn on anymore. I tried to fix it but the guy there told me he couldn't do anything (I asked many people and they told me the same) and to get another one.

I did find a used one for €200 but where would I get the money? I'm both broke and without a laptop. I worked remote as a QA (freelancer- didn't earn so much). The irony is now I received a paid project but I can complete it only on a laptop.

Now I'm in a position where I don't know what to do.... I asked everyone I know and no one helped me. I tried to get a loan from several banks but no one would accept me because I'm not employed.