The worst thing about depression is the feeling of being alone

To me, this is the worst thing, the feeling of feeling unloved, unwanted, uncared for and totally alone. The feeling of emptiness and loss, the feeling that everything is all your fault, and although you know it's not, you still believe it. I always feel alone, I feel like I have nobody at all, and that's true, i just have online friends, and we barely talk. I'm taking my Prozac and I'm coping the best that I can. It doesn't help that I'm autistic as well. But, some days are alot better than others, I smile, I laugh, I'm happy, but others, I hate myself and just wanna disappear. Today is one of those days.