Day 1

I released last June after about two years sober. It's been nearly a year of steady drinking with the longest break being 21 days. I've reached my breaking point. Had a 24 hour bender that ended last evening. Haven't slept much. Had my heart broken and have a ton of trouble processing my emotions. Oscillating between rage and sadness.

But I know drinking will not help me at all. So at least I have clarity despite being an emotional wreck.

This time has to be for good.

Just here for any support and accountability that can be offered until I can get to a meeting.. thank you.