Did anyone else hit this phase? Cycle #6

Waiting for good old AF as i head into cycle #6 TTC.

I’ve actually officially put myself off trying now. The tracking, the BBT, timing BD… I just have a weird ptsd like feeling like I’ve officially been put off. I know I’m still in the healthy window but I don’t know why but after this cycle of trying I just feel done. I feel bad saying this to my husband but I’m so mentally clocked out. I want it, of course I do. But I have the type of personality that gets fixated for a while and then one day I’m just over it all. I’m in that head space now.

Will I get over this feeling. It’s so conflicting. I want a baby. But I just CBFA to try anymore.