I met up with his mom and she was unexpectedly cold

I don't know how to process this pain. I am pregnant and emotional. It feels like I'm bipolar. One moment, I'm manic and happy and okay and the next my world is over. His mother asked me to meet up with her to return the house keys to the house I lived in with him. When I met up with her, she was trying to be cordial with small talk... but I could tell something had changed because she had always liked me and she was acting different... so I asked her... Why is he so mad at me? She said he only remembers bad things about us. He only focuses on every fight we have ever had or every incompatibility. I asked her if she thought we would work it out ever and for the first time ever she said she honestly didn't know. She told me to not contact her son. She snapped at me and told me that I'm champagne and he's cheap beer. Apparently we don't align anymore. She has NEVER been cold to me like this or made me feel unwanted in her family. I feel like I saw the real her and I'm shocked after 3.5 years.

Today is Day 1 of no contact because he showed up at my house yesterday to drop off the last of my things. Ouch. This hurts so bad. It feels hopeless but I want to reconcile with him. I am praying multiple times a day that we both grow and that he decides to call me one day. I'm praying that God can bring us back together in a healthier way. I'm praying that I figure out how to grow and develop myself while handling this pregnancy.

If you have any coping tips I am open to trying anything. I can't drink or anything to take the edge off. I just get to sit in my feelings and hurt. I'm trying to practice visualization when I get really upset...