Addictions

Why did I need to hit rock bottom and I mean rock bottom in every aspect of my life, to loose the girl that I really love, to be so far behind and university and to have lost my place in a sports team to quit all the addictions that were terrorizing me in the last year, pornography, weed, maladaptive daydreaming, eating junk food every day all day in combination with the other 3. I wrote a post here a few days ago and since then I haven’t done any of these things and I also really don’t feel the need, I started working out every day in the gym going for a run reading, meditating, cold showers and every day I feel better. I just can’t believe how there have been sings that I need to stop this everywhere in front of me and I’ve neglected all of them to end up in this position.