Just realize no one really has ever cared about me

Just turned 60 and feel maybe going through a life crisis. Have a good career but due to social anxiety lack the ability in personal relationships. Beginning to think why I continue living. I have some family members close by but none of them never asked how I am or think they care. They only reach out when they need something from me. No friends. Used to love my work and it has recently gone down hill lately and more stressful. I wanted to retire early but now feel I can’t with this new administration at the helm. Has me very depressed and anxious and scared shitless I may lose a lot of my retirement savings. Almost feel like selling it all to cash and just disappear somewhere. Like that guy that bought a boat and is sailing from OR to Hawaii with his cat. Sounds better than continuing to live in my mental prison.