A while ago I came out as gender fluid. I'm amab and said my friend could now use she/ her or he/him as they were, and the could call me a different name. But they just kept using he/him and my birth name, which was within my gender identity, but I was a little disappointed, I should've just asked them to use she/her more.
More recently I'm feeling more trans, I want booba etc. 
I decided to come out as just a trans woman. Now they finally call me she/her and call me by the chosen name and it makes me happy.
But the reason I went with gender fluid before was because I like the vibe of being a gay twink. But I think I like being a woman more, and even the more masculine style I like I think I'd prefer as a woman ie the vibe of a woman wearing a suit.
I worry I only did it to get my friends to call me she/her, but I might actually just be a woman. I feel like I need to commit to it now. Maybe taking this leap will make me just realise this is what I wanted all along, I hope so.

The following is unrelated but I want to vent.
My year at uni is ending soon so I'll have to got back to being closeted living with my transphobe parents. If I am gender fluid itl suck having to boimode ALL the time, if I'm trans itl be worse. Regardless I was wanting to get e and ipl my facial hair, hopefully they won't notice. I'll probably have to stop shaving other than my fave tho, I'm so happy seeing my body as fem and smooth as it is with shaving and I'll hate seeing the hair so ugly grow back and be unable to shave it till next academic year. Just like I hate seeing my facial hair which I can't get rid of even when I shave because it's so dark and thick, it's still visible under the skin, even is I can get my face pretty smooth, which does feel nice.
I love being a woman so much, I have so much fem clothes, I'll have to hide those too in my "contraband bag" it's funny, I'm not worried about it being found tho, fortunately my parents don't go through my stuff.

Wait, if I'm trans I can't be gay with men anymore, it'd be straight.