What if the real goal or real way to win the game of life is to kill oneself?

Look at the absurdity of society and life. There is so much suffering in pretty much every way there can be, there’s no real answer to why life exists in the first place, there’s the inherent meaninglessness of it all, and there’s the cyclical nature of everything.

What if the creators of life are just testing how much humans can tolerate the insanity of life? And the only way for a person to escape this is to kill themselves. As a way of making a choice to no longer participate in this bullshit.

Can this be considered a philosophical question? If yes, how would one even begin to approach this question?