Hi I'm new

Hello! I don't know where to start lol. I honestly feel like being a bit witheld as this persona is of course not actually me but a form of me that I'm kinda having fun with and wish to remain anonimous. I do however feel like this is kinda lame since I have never been able to fully relax into my trou self in any public/social setting including with my family.

I've been through a lot, including significant failed schooling (10+ horrific schools), never having to have passed... and more than one and a half decades in solitude. One thing that I learnt along the way, especially through gaming and realising the reason why I am failing is because I was blind to my team lol. I truly love people now :p I am still extrordenarily anxious though but I love this world and I cherish everything we as a species have and continue to go through, together ☺️

I just wanted to say hi! I love guitar (20+years) and art and video games (30k+ hours in fps) and this world is gorgeous, especially nature and animals, including us.

Oh and this year I beat pre diabedus with liquorice root (awesome for tha tummy) and lost heeps of weight! Started excersising like crazy, every day and my newest hobbie is hand wrighting which turned borderline ocd but I'm really enjoying it and kinda just letting it unfold.

Anyway I hope you are all well ❤️‍🔥 and if not that's ok too 🌷 lots of love - some donkus :p