F23 he put it in the wrong hole & now I can't stop begging for it

I've never taken more than a finger up my ass, maybe just the tip of someone's dick, never ever ever the whole thing. This weekend I was out with my friends and we ran into one of my old hookups and I knew I neeeeeeded to fuck him again. He came back to my place and as I was laying down flat on my stomach and he was fucking me from the back (prone bone is superiorrrrr) he got up to adjust and when he went back he stuck his entire cock up my ass. I was shocked I didn't scream, it hurt but it also felt so good. I was so drunk and he was so hot, he started fucking me more and more and more until he was thrusting hard into me and I was taking all of him. Fuck I didn't know l'd like it so much, but the next day when I went to masturbate it didn't feel the same. I felt the urge to put something in my ass and once I did I came twice. Now I'm cursed! A slutty girl doomed to live a slutty anal life😔