I never post anything on insta or any social media platforms

It's not that I don't click pics, I click them.... A lot of them. But I never post them. I post them in my close friends but I have no one in the close friends except my alt account. I could have my sister or my other friends but I just don't add them. It's not that they wouldn't hype me up, they WOULD. it's the attention that makes me uncomfortable. Whenever I win anything, getting it, the attention makes me uncomfortable. Not getting the recognition is also annoying. What's wrong with we😭😂