post trip: blue meanies

i started at about 10:45, i cut up and tekked the 3-4 gs of blue meanies i had, and i also put an extra .5gs or so of some shrooms i had from a while ago what were pretty much stale. the trip started around 30 ish minutes later, starting with just waves of warm body sensations. then the visuals came. they started out very mild just lines and shapes of things flashing and changing color. as time went on the visuals intensified much much more. i was with two friends in my room, we had turned on fight club to watch at the beginning of the night. by the time the movie had even gotten to the point of where they were actually fighting, my visuals were so intense i had to change the movie. Fight club is a movie where u kinda have to pay more attention because its mind fucky in a way, and that on top of the violence and blood was too much stimulation so i changed the show. My visuals at this point were so intense i thought u was seeing in cartoon, everything was morphing together in and out. The next show i turned on was The Grand Tour, knowing i love cars and it being funny i figured it would be a better alternative to the prior movie. as i sat there and tried to watch, i was too high to understand anything that was being said. James May would talk and i would hear it many second later than his mouth had said the words. My two friends had fallen asleep, but i had been on ft with one of my other friends who was tripping at home as well. Even that show was too much stimulation for my head so i turned it off and tried just talking to my friend. i could feel myself fading and slipping out of reality every 30 seconds if i didn’t say something to my friend to snap me out of the void. At this time i had decided it was too much and i needed to throw up or pee or something to try and speed up this process. When i got to the bathroom it was amazing, it was dark and cold and quiet, the perfect place for me at the time. at some point i calmed down and needed to pee. Me being so beyond high not thinking stood right up and started peeing immediately. I had stood up way too fast and started peeing, i felt myself starting to lose consciousness so i was trying to huff as much oxygen into my brain as possible. miraculously i finished peeing before i fell over onto the ground. i woke up drenched in sweat, dick out of my pants, and literally had no idea what had happened. This whole event in the bathroom was from the span of like 1:50-2:05. And neither of my friends noticed anything while i was in the bathroom. i’m not sure if i passed out or not, but i rememeber just losing all my thoughts and everything and just laying on the ground incapable of movement of anything. i was starting to come down after i had woke up i could tell, but i sat in the bathroom for a while longer on the phone in fear of being over stimulated again in my room. The rest of the trip was fairly mellow, i had just enough visuals and body effects that it was a good come down, i played forza for a couple hours then decided to go to sleep.

so basically, im not sure exactly what happened in the bathroom last night but this was definitely the most intense and extreme sensations i have ever had in a trip. i wouldn’t say it was necessarily even bad, because experiencing that level of brain stimulation to the point where it shut down, even that was something spiritual that i’m processing and learning right now.

i highly recommend these to someone who is more on the experienced side of psychedelics, i would be cautious with doses with a less experienced person.