To my life lesson,

" No failure. Just a learning experience."

7,536 miles in between. 4 months of talking. 7 days of having you.

You rekindled a flame to someone, I found another man who reminds me of you everytime.

I find the happiness that I looked for on this person. He may not be perfect but I know he loves me. I feel sad, because it should be us. I told you that I would wait for you no matter what. I was too hurt when we ended up being no contact.

I cry sometimes. Wishing that you would reach out to me to fix things together and to give us another try, but you never did, so I never bothered you again. I understand why. Distance has never been our friend.

You're being a phantom to me. At this point, I remember how you discarded me, how you hurt me, pushed me away because you could not give me what I want. It hurts me still.

Damn you, but why am I still missing you? :(