What do i do

Im 19, I’m still going through my education. I have been following the news and trying to spread awareness for a while now, starting with the genocide against Palestine. But it never felt like i was doing anything, i feel too isolated to really make an impact, and I’m too anxious about the clear facism that wants to kill me and the friends i do have to resolve my mental disorders that keep me from reaching out in any meaningful way, and when i push to do it, it feels like people think I’m an alarmist, or are completely apathetic.

Its been frustrating me and i feel completely and utterly powerless to stop anything, it feels like I’m waiting for the guillotine to drop on the heads of the people i love, and i can do absolutely nothing. Please tell me i can do something