This is hard for me and my dog..

Hi! Furmom ako ng 2 dogs and just recently I lost one of them because of the heat. 💔 I want to do what's best for my remaining fur baby kaya kahit masakit, and di ko pa rin sure kasi nagtatalo talaga puso at isip ko, ay naiisipan ko na ipaadopt sya sa iba.

Context: I got her last 2020 and unmarried pa ako non. I got married 2 yrs ago and since nakapisan kami sa family ng husband ko, di ko madala ang furbaby ko kasi it's not our house. Naiwan sya sa family ko and I visit and bond with her from time to time. Yun nga lang, iba talaga yung love and attention na galing sakin kesa sa fam ko.. in short, yung experience nya ngayon ay iba sa noong andun pa ako sa bahay.

Before: she's free to run around sa kwarto ko at tabi kami palagi natutulog at sumisiksik pa sya kapag giniginaw na sya. May cage sya pero pinapasok ko lang sya doon kapag naglilinis ako ng room. Now: she's caged na. Bihirang bihira na rin sya maglakad at takbo sa labas na ginagawa namin noon.

Before: she gets to play with her toys all day hanggat di pa sya pagod and gets treats din. I buy her everything from clothes, toys, diapers, treats, vegetables, may sarili syang cabinet and bag para kapag magpunta kami sa mall. Now: she doesn't get to play na. It's a sad life to live for a dog na buong araw ka nakacage and no bonding. I'm afraid baka makasama sa kanya and she might think abandoned sya.

Don't get me wrong. If only I have a choice, I wouldn't do this. Actually kung gusto ko lang na buhay sya, pwede naman eh dahil araw araw naman syang kumakain. Pero kung gusto ko maging happy yung life nya talaga, mangyayari yun if she's free to run around and play. I would love to be the one na makasama nya sa ganun pero nakikipisan lang kami sa family ng husband ko while we're still paying for our own house. Di rin ako lagi pwede sa house dahil may asawa na ako.

I'm still undecided if I'm gonna go through with this kasi just thinking about it already breaks my heart. Tsaka sya malulungkot din sya. 😔 What should I do? I-keep sya pero she's treated like this or ipa adopt sya kahit mahurt kami both sa transition and adjustment? I want to do what's best for her..

If ever na magpush through ako dito and you're interested to give my furbaby a new and better life, a happy life, you can message me and we can talk.

Age: 5 years old Breed: half pom / half shih Gender: female Medical record: hasn't been vaccinated for 1 year, nanganak na sya once Behavior: ang nakakasalamuha nya lang na tao ay kami and she's makulit but malambing. Sa ibang dogs takot sya kapag dinadala sya sa mga paw parks.

Thanks po!