 You choked me near  your friends while they weren't looking and when I shouted at you afterwards, you made it seem like I was the villain and recorded me. Even thought it was the first time I EVER shouted at you. I apologized and went to your house and you raped me. I broke up with you the next day and all of a sudden you were posting things about me online about how you "miss me". 

You got your friends to call me and I eventually called you to see how you were doing. You called me your soul mate,asked me to unblock you online and also that you were upset I had "sex" with you and left the next day. You said how you felt "used" and I played along with your game and said that I didn't use you but I cannot be with you. You said how you wanted us to work and admitted to speaking about me everyday. You admitted to listening to old voice notes just to hear my voice. 

How our breakup hurt because you did "sexual" things that you never did before with me. Despite the "sex" being you forcing a dildo on me and me giving you head even if you were on your period. I wished you the best and said you could call me if you had suicidal thoughts but that was it & said that We were not getting back together. Days later you POSTED ABOUT ME "HITTING" YOU. I posted my side of the story and you got your friends to bully me off of the earth. Two months later you are posting and reposting things about me online. 


Your TikTok reposts (when you can recommend videos) are always changing. You will repost the most sexual things and afterwards take it down and then repost about videos with my initial. Reposting things about our situation. I am already offline and I don't have an account. My friends are sending me stuff you've posted it so we can collect it as evidence for the police but I don't think they can do much. I just hope they are able to find the cctv footage of that day where you dragged me by my hair in front of your friend and laughed. I hope they can recover the footage from that day when you pressed your body up against me from leaving and when you grabbed my wrists and choked me & asked "what are you going to do about it" while laughing & When I defended myself and punched you, you proceeded to go loudly "YOU PUNCHED" me. 


I am breaking the NC because I am tired of having my name dragged through the mud and I am going to defend myself once again. You are fcking sick. How can you lie and say I SAd you when you admitted on our phone call  "I've done things with you I've never done before". You called me "special". 




I AM BREAKING THE NC WITH MY EXBPD (Diagnosed) - her smear campaign needs to end now.