Oh how I miss you....

I miss you. I hate that I'm forbidden to talk to you. There's so much I need to explain and there's never enough words to use to say it. I loved you. I had to say I didn't because of our circumstances. I loved you deeply and I still do. I'm becoming better but she's not you. You're all I think about day and night. Sometimes I don't sleep. I don't eat. I miss you. I miss our texts. Your voice on the phone. Saying my name and that you love me. I hope fate has a way to bring us together someday for the future is a foreign land.