Not sure if I’m trans (ftm) or not

So basically just a few months ago I started having like really bad dysphoria, just to put it out there I am a VERY masc lesbian atm always had some kind of discomfort around my curves and how feminine my face is but I would just kind of look at it and move on with my day, but it’s gotten more more like with everything and a way stronger feeling. I see men like walking about and on tv and I can’t stop wishing I looked like them, but when I think about being a man, I’m not sure how I feel about it, but when people think I’m a boy and call me him, I don’t feel any discomfort with it but I also don’t really feel discomfort with being called a woman, I mean sometimes I do idk so I don’t wanna kind of transition and be like oh wait I don’t like being called a man either. I know that there are lesbians that get top surgery and go on t but I feel like sometimes even the lesbian label makes me feel weird, only a little bit but it’s there idk if that would have anything to do with it. Also if anyone says non binary, I’ve tried non binary it just made everything feel 10 times worse. But I could really use some advice on this cause it’s driving me insane.