I was tricked into thinking my denial (10 months) would come to an end in March

Hi!!! I have been denied since last July, so about 10 months now. Me and my partner/dom are LDR but I went to visit him for his birthday in March!

Months before I went we agreed that I only wanted to cum while on his cock (pretty certain we made this agreement while he was mercilessly edging me through my lovense toy and my brain was mush). We also agreed he'd fuck my ass as he didn't get to last time (I'm an anal virgin too)

Well I get there and god I missed how he touches me so fucking much, the way he chokes me, fingers me, sucks my nipples, holds me, even just the way he looks at me while I'm under him and god the way he fucks me 🤤

Well anyway, I get there and I think literally on the second day I'm there, I'm being edged so fucking hard and suddenly I'm agreeing to not cumming at all this trip. He just kept asking me how good it felt to be needy and teased and kept on the edge and god it's so true and just him reminding me that sure, cumming would feel nice but then it's over so quickly and he really is right.

So I agreed I didn't want to cum... like what the fuck? I've been needy and desperate to cum for fucking months and months and months but now I'm begging not to cum. It makes no fucking sense but it felt so much better. I felt like I was in heat. We'd go out with my toys in and have them on in the car, we'd be driving down a long stretch of road for a road trip and I'd have my tits out while I edge and he drives and it was so fucking good.

We also never got around to fucking my ass, the night we did try I had not been prepped enough for him to fuck me so next time I need to prep better 😅 (and then the next day, 2 days before I go home my period comes and period cramps from fucking hell arrive).

I genuinely think me from a year ago would hate current me for how long its been since I've cummed and how I've just become an edge slut but god the idea of only edging again till I see him again is so fucking hot and then the question of will I get to cum when I do see him? or will I end up begging not to again?

He's fucking incredible and god I can't wait to be with him again 🥰