Ignorance Is Bliss

Does anyone else wish they never found out the truth about Islam?

It's hard when you're forced to act like you believe in something, having conflicting feelings on whether you want to fit in with the crowd or not. I like to think that if I never became an ex-Muslim, I would've had a happier life and could get along with other people better.

But at the same time, I'm glad I discovered all this knowledge. I'm glad I don't have to live in fear about rules and rituals that don't make sense. Now I just live in fear of my lack of belief being found out.

It's a weird feeling.