Just a thought. Would like to know about your opinions

This is something I wrote on my journal:

"I wonder why suicide is not legal or socially accepted? Maybe if it was taught at a younger age as an important and crucial but allowed decision in schools, there would be less pain for both the suicidal and their relatives (friends/family). At the end of the day, the reason why they fight suicide so much is because the not suicidal people don't want to be in pain. They prefer being relatively okay while the suicidal in eternal pain than them being in extreme pain and the suicidal finally in peace. At the end, by allowing that, only the mentally healthy and mentally strong people would remain, plus no more pain on the suicidal people"

I would like to know what you guys think.

(And yes, I'm a suicidal person)