People's stupidity depresses me

Life makes me feel weird. I am not the smartest person, but I can recognize that so many people are complete idiots. Maybe they don’t have the time to develop a philosophical framework on life. That upsets me. People don’t have the time to recognize what the FUCK is going on around us. Life is silly, specifically this society that we created. That sounds so fucking corny, but I really don’t know how else to say it. SO many people are idiots. It is genuinely funny seeing people participate in trends. Thought trends, American politics, reality TV, questionable history. I truly think that I am wayyyyyyyy more aware than anyone else. That’s not true haha but like maybe there are 20,000 people in the entire world that are as aware as me. Am I a narcissist? Am I manic? Who the fuck knows. Anyways, everyone is fucking stupid. And I say that with a lot of passion. That is okay if you are stupid. But if you are stupid with no empathy then you seriously make me feel profound sadness and discomfort being alive. There are a few things that baffle me and make me feel weird about being a fucking person. Like how am I a person when I do not subscribe to some of societies biggest fucking quos. 1. Religion is truly the most obviously made up shit there ever was. Part pf my reasoning is how misogynistic it is like oh my god hahahaha it is absolutely insane how people are like yeahhhh this is definitely real. Like misogyny is so obviously made up by insecure ass men. Oh women are stupid? Okay lol. You are embarrassing yourself and it makes me feel bad for you because like can you get it together. You are making me feel weird being a person. I feel isolated around you because of how unaware and genuinely stupid you are. Oh my god. I feel like sometimes I’m like yeah okay I just have to live this life with an absurd amount of stupid people that’s fine. Sometimes I feel like I am better than others, but I don’t WANT to feel that way. Hence why I am fucking mad. Like cant you just be fucking normal and reasonable? Cant you just take a fucking look out the window and witness what is going on? I don’t subscribe to the fiction that human beings tell themselves. Well of course I do, but I feel like WAYYYY less than the average person. OK now I realize I am just hyping myself up? I don’t know this is a verrry suppressed thing that I live with every fucking day. My social anxiety stems from the fact that I have to remind myself to be a likable person. If anyone really knew me and my thoughts they would think I was insane. Point blank. But that insanity is literally what makes me feel disconnected. That insanity, and the fact that people think its insane, makes me even more pissed off. Why cant everyone just be normal. Okay I also touched on this earlier, but misogony is the 2^(nd) thing that I’m like Oh my god how is everyone this stupid. Like religion, wouldn’t you lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee for that to be the case. Wouldn’t the man loveeeeeee to be superior, wouldn’t he loveeeee to be more intelligent, rational, more “human” than half of the species. It is sooooooooooooooooo fuckingnnggngngngggggg funny. It is funny because it is such a blatant lie. It is funny because they claim they are the rational sex when they DEAD ASSSSSSS have no rationale for being superior, and hating half of their own fucking species. This whole fucking point is to procreate and love one another. So you are just going to hate on half of the population? OK. Makes no fucking sense. Genuinely what is the reason? Someone please explain I would love to know. Anyways. I am mad. I am upset because I feel so alone. I also really don’t give a fuck anymore and would be happy by myself. When I am older in a nursing home or whatever or if I kms, which doesn’t sound too bad, I will be happy having been me. I will be happy knowing that I saw whatever the fuck there was to see here and my time is done.