Just a random Sunday of ranting

First of all happy mothers day to the GOOD mothers out there not the ones who abandoned you as a child and is now back in your life cause you've finally started making money, not the ones who physically, mentally or verbally abused their kids and have finally decide to stop because they've found religion. Happy mothers day to the GOOD mothers the ones that were there from day one the ones that spent nights with you when you were sad and depressed, the ones who listened about your heartbreak about that one boy who you thought you would've spent your entire life with. I want to say thank you for those mothers the GOOD mothers.

The starting of my year was shitty as any other year and the last months have been roller coaster off emotions for me. First off i left my grandmother house and she took it personally as a vendetta towards her that's fine she wasn't good to me in the first place anything she did was for her son as so that i don't die on her hands. My mother beat me up and i have the whole recording the reason being because i lent my boyfriend 20 thousand from my hard working money and i went to hospital for minor injuries and i wanted to run away probably would have if my boyfriend hadn't escorted me back to the premises, had a few bruises that were still there weeks after but such is life and i most definitely need therapy but until further notice i won't be receiving any. Which brings to today mothers day i have no love left for her nor my grandmother so of course my heart is guarded away from them i wished my mother happy mothers day and that is it no special treatment and i didn't wish my grandmother happy mothers day that is simply because i do not wish to have a relationship with either of them nor do i want to be in contact with any of them.

I want to move out by the end of this year so i can fully take care of my mental health and my boyfriend is backing me up for my decision because he has seen all that has been happening to me for the past year and a half and there's so much more that i want to adresss but its too much to get into to details...........